imperfect
beautifully imperfect realationship
beautifully imperfect boys
beautifully imperfect love
beautifully heartbroken
beautifully crying
under neon light,
I don't belong to anyone
you don't belong to me
I never find somone to but my arms around
I never find a place to put my lips
I've heard so many stories about kisses in dark dusty rooms
under neon light
It never happens to me
I'm tired of looking for you
won't you find me
I need you to night
I need someone to put my arms around
a place to put my lips
then
I let you
take my heart
teare it apart
do whatever you want
I know how it feels to be loved
i dont know how it feels to love.
ibland saknar jag dig så det gör ont
ibland saknar jag dig så det gör ont.
så jävla ont. så ont så det känns som om jag kommer spy.
jag vill att du håller om mig och säger allt kommer bli bra. sådant var du allra bäst på.
du går hand i hand med världens finaste pojke
du går hand i hand med världens finaste pojke?
det vet du kanske inte om.
att världens finaste pojke ringer dig varje kväll och säger god natt.
musiken är min hemliga älskare
I only feel alive
when tears fall from my eyes.
.
october love
it's october love my dear
we cant do anything about it
it's october love my dear
we can't control our feelings
you just need me
I just want you
won't you just kiss me
even if it's not right
and if anyone sees us
we say
It's just october love my dear
we can't do anything about it
it's as simple as if the leafs will fall from the trees
they change coulour in october and move from one to another tree.
ett längtande hjärta känner bara smärta
I dont think she is good for you
she doesn't treat you the way that I would do
but I will never tell you this
say hello to my new best friend Heartache.
it's like I just woke up
it is all coming to me now
your not mine anymore
I will never wake up beside you in your room
I will never fight with you about stupid things
I will never fall asleep in your arms again.
and this is how I wanted it to be before I realised
what it all really ment to me.
all the things I used to hate dont seem so bad anymore
and all the things I used to love I love them even more
I still want you
but I can't have you.
mon cherie
I'd love you
If I knew you would'nt let me down
That is why I don't fall in love anymore.
like a fading rainbow
Im ready to get heartbroken
tell me that I'm the one
tell me that you need me
tell me all these things tonight
and i'll belive you
I don't care anymore
I won't cry
I won't care if you forget me after tonight.
I'm ready to get heartbroken
du fick en bit av mitt hjärta den vill jag aldrig få tillbaks
glöm mig aldrig. glöm aldrig hur mycket du älskade att ligga med ditt ansikte tätt intill min nacke om mornarna när solen lös in och jag bad dig dra för gardinerna för jag inte gillade att du såg mitt ansikte i det alldeles för starka alldeles för vackra morgonljuset man kunde se alla brister alla tonårsfinnar och de dåligt plockade ögonbrynen förlåt för alla gånger jag inte orkade bli omkramad bara för att tänk tänk hur många tusen kramar mer jag hade fått om jag inte bett dig låta mig vara i fred jag skulle kunna skriva en bok om allt du aldrig får glömmaallt jag aldrig vill glömma.
tankar.
how could I be so stupid
I let you fool me
just when I finally gave away my heart to you you threw it on the floor and stamped on it a couple of times
it's torned and weak
I can't put it together
I will take so much more then a week
how could you be so cold. don't know if I should cry or scream.
don't want to remember don't want to forget
we fell in love
we fell apart
just like a pussle that we´ve been working on for so long
and In a second it can fall into a thousand pieces. would you have the strenght to put it together?
If I could I´d stay
I´d stay with you forever.
sometimes I think of you, your eyes your smile. the smell of your neck. the touch of your hands.
I don't want to remeber don't ever want to forget.
If I could I'd stay.
I'd let you hold me until I fall asleep.
.........
when do we fall in love
when to we fall in love
when do we fall apart
när går solen upp i paris?
jag tar ett steg i taget
jag bor i paris nu. men jag har inte funnit min vardag än.
helst vill jag att den ska innehålla rött vin och cigaretter mest varje dag.
sena nätter och trasiga skor. fina människor och kittlande hjärtan.
men jag har fastnat i viljan, det gör jag ofta. kanske för att jag är en drömmare. alltid en drömmare.
märker du hur fort det går
stay close to me
stay close tonight
I know that you won't
hold me tomorrow
like you did today
I know you'll forget me
I know you won't care
I try to keep you awake so that you
won't turn away like you always
do when you fall alseep
don't close your eyes
I want you to look into my eyes
I want to get to know you
but you say; I might aswell close them
your'e leaving for paris
and it's too late
too late
hans ben.
jag blir alldeles darrig i hjärtat.
strömmen
is this a comfortable silence for you?
I dont like throwing unnecessary words at you
you're way to fine for that
even if
hold on
its gonna hurt even if you wait 455 days more
hold on its gonna hurt even if youll make him smile again
hold on let go he's not yours in words but youll always have his heart
let go